Dear Raziel,

Dear Raziel,

     I've been meaning to write this letter to you for so long. When I was pregnant I kept trying to write my emotions, but I never found the time. So, here I am, typing away. I don't know if you will ever know how much I love you, or how you have changed my life. I know I do tell you every day, and I am trying so hard to be the person that you can one day look up to. I'm so happy to be your mommy, and sometimes when I look at you I want to cry(from happiness). You have brought so much joy to my life already, and the truth is I don't know how I even lived without you in my life :O)

     The thing that I find so amazing, is the fact that you already have this stong personality. You try to test me and your daddy every day. You've found your voice, and love making noises. You also talk with us every day. Mornings are the best time to have conversations with you. You definately can be a handful sometimes, but I have to laugh, because I know you get that from me. You do this thing with your lower lip, when your sad, that just melts my heart. You have this laugh and smile, that brightens up a whole room. I love makeing up songs, and your dad plays music for you all the time.

     Your dad and I also love when we get seperate time with you. Mommy works in the mornings, and I found out that you and daddy have this whole schedule going!! You guys watch Fraggle Rock, Jack's Big music show, Maurry, Jerry Springer, and the Steve Wilko show(LOL). Dad says you laugh when Maurry says, "You are not the father!" I find this so funny! Our time together is all about silly-ness. I make funny faces at you, I take hundreds of pictures, I kiss you, and we watch t.v. Dad does these things too! We also have great family time,  like last night daddy was pretending you guys were wrestling, and you won!! Mommy did the count down. We also watch tons of movies together too. You are the cent of our whole world!!

     Now, all this attention from us is great, but i think it makes you a little spoiled :OP You love lots of attention, and love when people talk to you. Usually if your not getting alot of attention you spaz out! Baby temper tantrums are not cool!! You try to push our buttons, but you also know when enough is enough for us. Yes, we are complete push over at times, but your THE baby!!

     You just made 4 months on 1/21/11, and on that same day you sat by yourself for the first time!! YAY! You also love shoving your hands in your mouth, and you drool on everything. Your smiling, laughing, crying, exploring, and we are enjoying every minute of it!! We love you soo much. I just want to hold you and love you forever!!  Thank you for choosing me to be your mommy!! 

                                     
                                                                           Love Always,
                                                                              Mommy