To be or not to be....

so, the husband and i had a discussion this morning, about whether or not i should stay home after the baby is born. i keep going back and forth on the subject. i want to be home and take care of the baby, but all i've ever know is work. it's been my main focuss since i was 17 years old. theses are the kind of decisions i never thought i would make, because in all honesty i always thought the answer would be clear. of course i would immediately go back to work. so, i need a little help in this area. what should i be? a stay at home mom or a working mom?

I'm Pregnant!

Today is one of the happiest days of my life! I took two pregnancy test this morning(one regular and one digital) and they both read PREGNANT! I can't even express how happy I am right now. My husband started crying. My mom and da were so happy. It's just amazing. Thank you God for giving me this gift. I know i'm not far along, but it's an amazing feeling. I'm so ready. What a great way to start the new year!