Maternity jeans.

Today I wore my very first pair of maternity jeans, and I am happy. They fit me great, and as a bonus I got them on sale! YAY We also went for our other anatomy scan, because Raziel was so un-cooperative the last time; but he was great this morning. It might have had something to do with his mama drinking the OJ lol. I was so happy to see that everything looks ok. It's always so amazing to see his little heart beating and to hear it. My love for him just keeps on growing. This whole experience has changed me in so many ways, and I am so thankful. I also feel him kicking more, and I can't wait until Vash can feel him kick too. So, just a little up date. :O)

The Love of my Life!

Tomorrow on May 23rd, my husband and I will be married for two years. Two years may not seem like alot for some people, but for us it's an accomplishment. In our two years of marriage we've been through some really tough things, but i'm glad we made it through together. The truth is there is no other person in this world i'd rather go through those things with. So, here is a little background on our Gothic romance......

I met my husband at a goth club..gasp..yes a goth club. It was my first time going to one, so I decided to dress the part :O) I went with two of my friends, and we were having a great time, when someone tapped me on the shoulder. I turned around and this big scary looking vampire guy called me over! ( It wasn't my husband and the guy is actually a great guy lol) He said to me, "My friend over there wants to talk to you." So, I looked over at my husband, and then back at him. I said, "Well, if your friend wants to talk to me, then what am I doing here talking to you?" (In the only Tabitha manner!) I went over to Vash and we started talking. What instantly caught my attention was how well he spoke. Alot of guys today speak "ghetto." We had an easy conversation, but then my friends wanted to go downstairs. We exchanged numbers and I left.

When I was down stairs ,I met up with him again, and we danced. The truth is it felt good, like I belonged there with him, and yes I know it sounds soo cliche! While we were dancing we kissed, and I knew that this man would be in my life for a long time.(another cliche!) I pulled away from him and left; because this was a very unusual feeling for me. He text me the next day, and the rest is pretty much history. I met him on January 20th, asked him to marry me on Febuary 16th, and we were married On May 23rd.

There were times when we thought we weren't going to make it, and alot of people didn't believe we would. HaHa, to us, and everyone else. LOL. Now, we're having a baby together, and he is honestly my best friend. He's the first person I think about in the morning, and the last person I think about before I go to sleep. I love him more then I ever thought possible. The fact that he is the father to my child, makes that love so much deeper, and so much more real. So, husband of mine, I love you, for all your flaws, vices, and the amazing man your proving yourself to be!