10 more days!!

Yes, 10 more days, until my due date! I soo wish Raziel would feel like making his entrance into this world early. I look into his nursery/room and I want to cry. Mostly because i'm soo happy he'll be here soon, and a little part of me is sad because I can't hold him yet. I feel him kick, and when I lay on one side for a long time I can feel his little body as well. It's the most amazing feeling, and I can't even begin to imagine what he's going to look like when he comes out. All I feel is love and happiness in these moments. It's amazing that mine and Vash's love for one another made this little person. A perfect representation of our love for one another. My son, my angel, my new reason for being, and my little monster who kicks me like crazy. I have never known a love like this, and I am so happy that I get to experience it. Thank You Raziel for giving my life new meaning :O)