Because being a mother is what I want to be.

I don't know if its because i'm almost thirty(next year yikes!), or because the day I spent with Raziel at the park was one of the best days i've had in a while; but I have made a decision with my life that is going to lead me down a completely different road. I have tried to go down this road before, but the truth is I wasn't ready. Now, having Raziel, I know i'm ready to make significant changes in my life.
I don't want to miss out on my little man growing up. I want to go to football games, I want him to have sleep overs, and I want to go to ice cream socials damn it!( my cousins daughters went to one, and I thought, that sounds awesome!!!!!) I want more children, and the truth is I can't do all of those things here in nyc.
I'm just really ready for the next step. The next phase. I just want to be a mom, and I don't think there is anything wrong with that.

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